Or can you? I've moved 3 hours away from home and to Austin. Trying to see if I can start a new life here. I need to make this change in my life otherwise I'll be trapped in my old one where friends will leave one by one because they are making positive changes.
I'm on a temporary stay for the next 4 months with 2 people. They are busy working all the time and I am too. I don't know anyone else here, and I feel compelled to not call friends back home. It feels like I'm trying to survive getting by without them. I fear it will mean I'm weak and a debby downer if I call them up and express sadness. I'm afraid to say things like this to co-workers at my job who have asked if I'm okay because my deamanor doesn't show I am okay.
I don't know how to tell others I'm lonely cause I feel I cannot, that I'm forced to make a positive impression. Typing this right now is making me teary eyed already.
:crying: Somebody please, I don't know what to think at this point.
I'm on a temporary stay for the next 4 months with 2 people. They are busy working all the time and I am too. I don't know anyone else here, and I feel compelled to not call friends back home. It feels like I'm trying to survive getting by without them. I fear it will mean I'm weak and a debby downer if I call them up and express sadness. I'm afraid to say things like this to co-workers at my job who have asked if I'm okay because my deamanor doesn't show I am okay.
I don't know how to tell others I'm lonely cause I feel I cannot, that I'm forced to make a positive impression. Typing this right now is making me teary eyed already.
:crying: Somebody please, I don't know what to think at this point.