I'm going somwehere in a while and I'm so nervous about it and every fiber in my body tells me to not go. But I'm gonna go. I just had a beer and now I'll have another one. Or two. That'll help me relax, definitely. I just wish it didn't make me weird, or like, in other words, drunk, basically.
I'm so afraid that I'll be standing or sitting somewhere, feeling left out, like the typical outsider, nothing to do or say, no one to relate to.
So, guys, I'm going in! I'll take one for the team, if I have to.
So I actually had a good time. Well, there ya go. I was at a concert / album release party at a live venue. Very awesome live music and just nice and laidback people. I even saw a girl that I used to play in a band with back in the 90s, man, and we caught up and everything do that was nice.
It did help me to have 2 beers and a gin & tonic before going out.
Seriously, seriously wish there was a pill or something that would temporarily shut off all of your feelings. I'd like to just feel absolutely nothing for a little while.
Heroin... Buckin' hell! 😮 That wus inappropriate of me, sorry.