i should have much thicker skin. it disturbs me that i take some things so personally. such petty things.
so i get bummed out when something petty happens. then i bum myself out that i am bummed out over something so petty. i'm so stable. i so have my stuff together. egh. ok going to distract myself because that is the best thing to do. bye.
Aching all over the place. I'm really not looking forward to work tomorrow.
I would call in sick, like I am, but then people keep lecturing me ''You can't keep doing this when you have a real job''. Yes, thank you. Knowing that the job I do, and the effort/adjustment I put into it is merely considered some weak attempt at the real thing makes everything alright. I feel so much better now. Headache, drastic lack of energy, inabillity to focus.. all gone. It's a freakin' damn miracle. >:I
I'm just ticked off right now. Everytime I let someone in and actual think that they care, they stab me in the back with their condescending bullcrap.
Mom just called. I feel bad, she wants to help me something that's not her fault and there's nothing she can do anyway. Why do moms have to act like moms?