dottie
Well-known member
seem to be one of the few places i can most relax.
it is hard to relax no matter where i am. even when i am sitting here at night alone i am tense with anticipation for tomorrow's obligations. the only time i truly feel peace is when i am warm, asleep (without a set alarm clock) and when i am taking a hot shower. it is so nice to shut out the world and be alone. also, the fact that i can control the temperature of the water is nice since i am always cold. being cold makes me tense and doesn't help the anxiety. sometimes i can even mistake being tense for being cold. i already took 2 showers today, and i would like to take another just for the relaxation.
it is hard to relax no matter where i am. even when i am sitting here at night alone i am tense with anticipation for tomorrow's obligations. the only time i truly feel peace is when i am warm, asleep (without a set alarm clock) and when i am taking a hot shower. it is so nice to shut out the world and be alone. also, the fact that i can control the temperature of the water is nice since i am always cold. being cold makes me tense and doesn't help the anxiety. sometimes i can even mistake being tense for being cold. i already took 2 showers today, and i would like to take another just for the relaxation.