Mario8
Banned
Before anything, please, forgive horrible English, as I do not use it as often as I should.
So what`s up guys? i`m... not so good in the sharing department. There`s much id hate to admit about myself, so please forgive me if I what i`m saying be seem a tad vague, at times. So... here`s how it goes.
My situation in life is pretty terrible for someone in my age. I`m pushing thirty, i`m living off, of my disability claim. I literally have no friends (not even online), no job, no formal academic education, no real family id care to mention, and my insecurity is as bad as a teenager`s. Not to mention that I look like.. s * * **. Ive... basically been out of touch with the outside world for about, humm... I think its something like ten years now. I guess that you can say that my situation is.. humm.. less than ideal. Over the years ive had to develop various methods of keeping myself keen, and stay intellectually stimulated (reading books, scientific articles, watching movies, documentaries, playing PC games, playing music, teaching myself amateur production, video editing, graphic design). Pretty much anything that will keep my mind going. You know... so that I wont "lose it". Which is not the easiest thing to do, being as I get bored really fast (both from people, and activities, as one).
Anyway. Ive learned that people usually don't respond to long threads, so for now all I have to say is that I hope that I will be accepted into this community! ive.. tried out many other forums, none of which ever really lived up to my expectations (activity wise). Not to mention that ive been bullied out a lot - to the point where I have become quite suspicious of people, and will not share personal information, my whereabouts, and real name etc. And in case your wondering, no, I don`t have a Facebook (and I would never want one), and if it wasn't for my condition, I would never go online.
Anyway. I`m alot friendlier than I seem here, so.. ill shut up for now.
Pleased to meet you all!
So what`s up guys? i`m... not so good in the sharing department. There`s much id hate to admit about myself, so please forgive me if I what i`m saying be seem a tad vague, at times. So... here`s how it goes.
My situation in life is pretty terrible for someone in my age. I`m pushing thirty, i`m living off, of my disability claim. I literally have no friends (not even online), no job, no formal academic education, no real family id care to mention, and my insecurity is as bad as a teenager`s. Not to mention that I look like.. s * * **. Ive... basically been out of touch with the outside world for about, humm... I think its something like ten years now. I guess that you can say that my situation is.. humm.. less than ideal. Over the years ive had to develop various methods of keeping myself keen, and stay intellectually stimulated (reading books, scientific articles, watching movies, documentaries, playing PC games, playing music, teaching myself amateur production, video editing, graphic design). Pretty much anything that will keep my mind going. You know... so that I wont "lose it". Which is not the easiest thing to do, being as I get bored really fast (both from people, and activities, as one).
Anyway. Ive learned that people usually don't respond to long threads, so for now all I have to say is that I hope that I will be accepted into this community! ive.. tried out many other forums, none of which ever really lived up to my expectations (activity wise). Not to mention that ive been bullied out a lot - to the point where I have become quite suspicious of people, and will not share personal information, my whereabouts, and real name etc. And in case your wondering, no, I don`t have a Facebook (and I would never want one), and if it wasn't for my condition, I would never go online.
Anyway. I`m alot friendlier than I seem here, so.. ill shut up for now.
Pleased to meet you all!
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