You have a few things going for you. 1. You're not old. 2. You want to change and 3. If you approach this as a time to learn and grow, you're about to embark on a self discovery journey that will make you wiser, STRONGER and a Better person. Translation: People will like you AND you will like yourself. Not to mention this will all lead to a stable life both emotionally and financially.
Time to hunker down and build yourself up. What's great about this is that you can build yourself into someone really awesome, which will ahead of people who have just been getting by without really examining who they are and what they want.
Few things:
1. Get free health insurance. It may be offered by your county. Check with your local Urgent Care center. We have it in many parts of So. Cal and I'm sure you have it where you live as well. Keep in mind, do to Obama Care, Health Insurance rules are changing. Sometime later this year or next year you will qualify for Medi Cal if you're still underemployed.
2. Apply for food-stamps. You should qualify for the maximum amount. This will help out a lot!
3. Go to a community college and take some classes that you're interested. Guess what? It may be free. Your local community college should have some programs offered through the state for fee tuition for those who can't afford it. Check with the financial aid office and ask then lots of questions.
4. It healthy food. By eating healthy you will think faster and clearer. Your body will also work better and heal faster as well....Oh yeah, you'll even feel better. I love going to WH Foods website and looking up fruits and vegetables...just to see what's going into my body. Try to get 6 servings of veggies and fruits.
5. Try meditation. Mastering the art of relaxation will help you control and harness your mind.
......Good luck! Get to work.