Hello. I found a list of things related to Social Phobia so i decided to mark them, 1-5, 1 being the lowest and 5 being the highest, about what i don't like.
Meeting new people 5
Being the center of attention 5
Being watched while doing something 3
Making small talk 5
Public speaking 5
Performing on stage 5
Being teased or criticized 5
Talking with “important” people or authority figures 4
Being called on in class N/A
Going on a date 5
Making phone calls 5
Using public bathrooms 3
Taking exams N/A
Eating or drinking in public 3
Speaking up in a meeting 5
Attending parties or other social gatherings 5
I Was bullied in school when i was 15. i'm now 23. I have never had a job, i have no qualifications of any kind. i really hate going out, i really hate having to talk to people, i don't even like talking to people i know. When i do go out, it will be down to the local shop at most, and i only ever speak to the cashier, normally just a whimper or grunt.
My parents recently split, i feel like i'm.. stuck in a deep pit with no ladder or way out. i have no money, no freinds. my mum says i need to go to the job center to start getting job seekers allowence but that involves talking to people, which is highest on my list of things i don't like doing. or go to the doctors to get a "note" that says i can't work. but even that is a scarey thought to me.
I just want.. things to be done for me, without me having to speak to anybody.
I'm happiest when i'm on my own, alone with a computer and a few games. which is why i'm posting this at past 2AM.
I wake up in the afternoons. i try to find things to do like watching tv, playing games or watching a film, Just to pass time until i can go to bed again.
Even them things i can't do very well, all my games are getting old, my computer isn't very good, my ps2 is knackered, my tv has defects on the screen.
My current way of thinking is, We are Nothing, But insignificant.
Its taken me several tries to post this, not becuase of some error, but becuase of the things i dont like doing.
Meeting new people 5
Being the center of attention 5
Being watched while doing something 3
Making small talk 5
Public speaking 5
Performing on stage 5
Being teased or criticized 5
Talking with “important” people or authority figures 4
Being called on in class N/A
Going on a date 5
Making phone calls 5
Using public bathrooms 3
Taking exams N/A
Eating or drinking in public 3
Speaking up in a meeting 5
Attending parties or other social gatherings 5
I Was bullied in school when i was 15. i'm now 23. I have never had a job, i have no qualifications of any kind. i really hate going out, i really hate having to talk to people, i don't even like talking to people i know. When i do go out, it will be down to the local shop at most, and i only ever speak to the cashier, normally just a whimper or grunt.
My parents recently split, i feel like i'm.. stuck in a deep pit with no ladder or way out. i have no money, no freinds. my mum says i need to go to the job center to start getting job seekers allowence but that involves talking to people, which is highest on my list of things i don't like doing. or go to the doctors to get a "note" that says i can't work. but even that is a scarey thought to me.
I just want.. things to be done for me, without me having to speak to anybody.
I'm happiest when i'm on my own, alone with a computer and a few games. which is why i'm posting this at past 2AM.
I wake up in the afternoons. i try to find things to do like watching tv, playing games or watching a film, Just to pass time until i can go to bed again.
Even them things i can't do very well, all my games are getting old, my computer isn't very good, my ps2 is knackered, my tv has defects on the screen.
My current way of thinking is, We are Nothing, But insignificant.
Its taken me several tries to post this, not becuase of some error, but becuase of the things i dont like doing.
