WaningMoon
Well-known member
Hello, I'm new here. I'm 26 years old. I found this place because I have been suffering from anxiety since some years algo. I feel good normally but when it comes these thoughts to my head I can't get rid of them for days.
For example, two months ago I was going to give a speach at work. I was not worried about me in front of hundred people, I felt insecure because I didn't want to wear a dress. And I felt so so anxious about it, like I was going to be horrible and everyone was going to hate me. y hands shake, horrible thoughts I coudln't even sleep. Well, that kind of things.
Right now, I'm feeling like I have colon cancer becuse I have some sympoms and I don't want to go to the doctors again because I'm too frightened that they will start asking me to do all of the clinical analysis and go through the process that people with cancer do, like colonoscopy and those things and I'm sure I'm going to colapse when they say so. I don't want to be sick and I don't want to die that way or go through that.
I've had these feelings that I'm going to die before but right now, since I have symptoms, this is more real. I even imagine people telling me that everything is going to be ok and trying to be strong and stuff after I know I have colon cancer. It's horrible. I know I should go to the doctor but I don't want to.
Well, I just was going to introduce myself. See you soon, you all.
For example, two months ago I was going to give a speach at work. I was not worried about me in front of hundred people, I felt insecure because I didn't want to wear a dress. And I felt so so anxious about it, like I was going to be horrible and everyone was going to hate me. y hands shake, horrible thoughts I coudln't even sleep. Well, that kind of things.
Right now, I'm feeling like I have colon cancer becuse I have some sympoms and I don't want to go to the doctors again because I'm too frightened that they will start asking me to do all of the clinical analysis and go through the process that people with cancer do, like colonoscopy and those things and I'm sure I'm going to colapse when they say so. I don't want to be sick and I don't want to die that way or go through that.
I've had these feelings that I'm going to die before but right now, since I have symptoms, this is more real. I even imagine people telling me that everything is going to be ok and trying to be strong and stuff after I know I have colon cancer. It's horrible. I know I should go to the doctor but I don't want to.
Well, I just was going to introduce myself. See you soon, you all.