LunchedBox
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Hello My name is Langston. I am a 22 year old female. I am currently a college student suffering with Avoidant Personality Disorder. I have absolutely zero friends. Whenever I do have friends, they never stay or they make me their last resort. Part of me wants to have a friend, but the other half of me is so shy and anxious around people to where I cannot handle it. I do consider myself to be a very lonely person. Everyday is the usual for me, sitting in my room and never leaving the house. I have a cellphone but no one ever calls it & no one ever contacts me other than my family. When I do get a whole of a friend, I tend to be too overwhelming and rather clingy because I am not used to having friends.
I wish that I can find an equal medium that could satisfy me with my personality disorder. Whenever I tell someone that I have this issue, they tend to obliviously and inconspicously distance themselves from me. I don't know where else to turn other than surrendering.
I wish that I can find an equal medium that could satisfy me with my personality disorder. Whenever I tell someone that I have this issue, they tend to obliviously and inconspicously distance themselves from me. I don't know where else to turn other than surrendering.