neurotic-to-the-bone
Active member
Hey, i'm new here btw. This is just me venting a little.
It's like I can never stand up for myself one bit. I just leave it all to others to judge me. Because they are the ones who see me from the outside, I can never do that so I can never know, they are the ones who do. So if someone comments anything on me or something I do or did I automatically feel really stupid or/and embarrassed. Even more so that they can totally tell how much I care and how easy I am to put down.
Why the hell am I so terrified for what others think? And why am I letting other people stop me from living the life I want? I know it's not sensible, reasonable or logical but still this is how I feel and it's annoying as hell.
I'm just so extremely sensitive to critique and to what others think of me. I just can't deal with it. ::
Is this how you other social phobics feel as well?
Wow, it's really scary putting such personal feelings and thoughts out there like this. I don't know how you all manage to do that. ::
It's like I can never stand up for myself one bit. I just leave it all to others to judge me. Because they are the ones who see me from the outside, I can never do that so I can never know, they are the ones who do. So if someone comments anything on me or something I do or did I automatically feel really stupid or/and embarrassed. Even more so that they can totally tell how much I care and how easy I am to put down.
Why the hell am I so terrified for what others think? And why am I letting other people stop me from living the life I want? I know it's not sensible, reasonable or logical but still this is how I feel and it's annoying as hell.
I'm just so extremely sensitive to critique and to what others think of me. I just can't deal with it. ::
Is this how you other social phobics feel as well?
Wow, it's really scary putting such personal feelings and thoughts out there like this. I don't know how you all manage to do that. ::