Newtype
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From spending some time here, I know that many people here feel like everyone is looking at them. I'm sort of like that too, but less now than before.
Sometimes, I get these glimpses of girls looking at me and smiling... For example, yesterday I was at school doing some math homework and there was this really beautiful girl sitting across from me and she was doing math homework too. She got up to ask the teacher a question and when I looked up, I saw her looking at me and smiling... But you see, I don't know if it's an hallucination caused by my social anxiety, as if my brain was playing tricks on me by making me see what I want.
Earlier this week, in the library, another girl did the same thing, and a few months ago, something similar happened as well. I don't know these girls, never seen them before. Also, these girls never said a word to me.
I dunno, sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy like Natalie Portman in the Black Swan. I'm at a point where I don't know if what I see is reality or fiction.
Sometimes, I get these glimpses of girls looking at me and smiling... For example, yesterday I was at school doing some math homework and there was this really beautiful girl sitting across from me and she was doing math homework too. She got up to ask the teacher a question and when I looked up, I saw her looking at me and smiling... But you see, I don't know if it's an hallucination caused by my social anxiety, as if my brain was playing tricks on me by making me see what I want.
Earlier this week, in the library, another girl did the same thing, and a few months ago, something similar happened as well. I don't know these girls, never seen them before. Also, these girls never said a word to me.
I dunno, sometimes I feel like I'm going crazy like Natalie Portman in the Black Swan. I'm at a point where I don't know if what I see is reality or fiction.