well I haven't nearly 'got it" but I found some things out... for example.. I use to think I'll be happy and cool when my boobs grow, then when I get a tan( I know apsurd) then when I get skinny cause I gained weight due to my SA friend and now I was thinking I gotta get my funniness back, but that isn;t the point at all. I think a lot of u guys aren't satisfied with r appearance.. and u let it get to u.. but the point is that even "fat, ugly" people, I'm not lol have tuns of fun, so we can't fool us with that... and we all have our own opinions the point is in getting them, out... so I 'm gonna start cbt.. I'm already putting my hopes to high.. but I have tooo... hopefully the screwed up me, will be cured!