I understand now. It feels like there is a devil inside me. I was sitting with people at the table, frozen, face morose and sullen. I went to the bathroom and looked in the mirror, and saw another person inside me, frozen with fear. I started to almost yell. "get away from me! you are killing me!" I am a funny animated likeable person and this frozen personality inside me is hurting me, making me so angry! I should be talking to people, experience life! Can you explain what this means?