cowboyup
Well-known member
Hello again...
Lately, I've been depressed, sad, just blah in general. I really do want to be and feel more positive about things but it eludes me.
If I keep busy sometimes that helps keep me from getting so depressed. I looked into talking to a professional - a therapist but here they all seem to be on a sliding scale, not covered by insurance or you just pay out of pocket. For me, none of that is an option at the moment.
I have homework to do, but I really have to push myself to get going at it. I must get good grades so I can move onto the university but it has been such a struggle.
Does anyone ever feel this way? And if so, how do you get through it? Any suggestions?
oh and....
That guy I was upset about a while back, texted me IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT with this: "well I just gave (xx) an ultimatum of me or her boyfriend. It's been hurting too much trying to be her friend and being neglected. She chose him and now I need to quit her and my friendship cold turkey. I think it's better that way."
I resisted NOT replying and succeeded! Actually, what does one say to that anyhow, even if we were just friends? After I so foolishly told him the "L" word....I just can't get caught up in all that. I have my own issues I need to deal with and his problems are just that-his.
I thought that since there was no contact for quite some time, that I would not need to change my number but I feel that it will be for the best if I do, I don't need hearing about his love life or whatever when he doesn't acknowledge me anyhow.
One time for example, I was showing him some photos I had taken, and I could tell he was getting bored when he turned on his computer and said, "oh did I show you these I shot the other day" or when he commented on some of mine, like "yeah, that's ok, but I would have taken it at a different angle"...
Usually I am OK with honesty but he sounded condescending and that know-it-all type so I just said, forget it. lol
The end.
Lately, I've been depressed, sad, just blah in general. I really do want to be and feel more positive about things but it eludes me.
If I keep busy sometimes that helps keep me from getting so depressed. I looked into talking to a professional - a therapist but here they all seem to be on a sliding scale, not covered by insurance or you just pay out of pocket. For me, none of that is an option at the moment.
I have homework to do, but I really have to push myself to get going at it. I must get good grades so I can move onto the university but it has been such a struggle.
Does anyone ever feel this way? And if so, how do you get through it? Any suggestions?
oh and....
That guy I was upset about a while back, texted me IN THE MIDDLE OF THE NIGHT with this: "well I just gave (xx) an ultimatum of me or her boyfriend. It's been hurting too much trying to be her friend and being neglected. She chose him and now I need to quit her and my friendship cold turkey. I think it's better that way."
I resisted NOT replying and succeeded! Actually, what does one say to that anyhow, even if we were just friends? After I so foolishly told him the "L" word....I just can't get caught up in all that. I have my own issues I need to deal with and his problems are just that-his.
I thought that since there was no contact for quite some time, that I would not need to change my number but I feel that it will be for the best if I do, I don't need hearing about his love life or whatever when he doesn't acknowledge me anyhow.
One time for example, I was showing him some photos I had taken, and I could tell he was getting bored when he turned on his computer and said, "oh did I show you these I shot the other day" or when he commented on some of mine, like "yeah, that's ok, but I would have taken it at a different angle"...
Usually I am OK with honesty but he sounded condescending and that know-it-all type so I just said, forget it. lol
The end.