I feel like a child a lot. But at the same time I also feel really old, if that makes sense. I haven't had a lot of life experiences, but I get so tired from doing the simplest things and I feel like I've been fighting every day to survive. It's weird :S
It makes perfect sense to me.
I used to think my soul is very old, while everything else is still in teens . I would even think sometimes i have easier time talking to someone older rather than someone my age. It might be just hatred towards my generation and the lifestyle. I hate partying, clubbing, drinking and such. I think THAT is childish. But on other hand, those people can have relationships, families, decent carrier, while me, I cannot have any of that.. I guess in the end of the day, I feel like a grown child
