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  • Fill ur life with Happiness & Bright Cheer,
    Bring to u Joy and Prosperity for the whole Year,
    And it’s my New Year wish 4u Dear…
    Wish u a VERY HAPPY NEW YEAR.2011!!!!
    MERRY CHRISTMAS TWIST3D=)




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    Yeah, life is for suckers. :D I understand. Being on here feels much more better than in real life. :)
    Asocial doesn't necessary mean you're asocial. It also includes you're not selfish, so thinking about others when you do something. But I guess you already knew that, sorry. :) Well, if u wanna talk, I'm online all the time. :) If not, well I'm still online all the time.:rolleyes:
    Well, my life isn't better. ::p: Can't you chat with people over MSN/Yahoo, ? Add some people here, there are actually quite a lot in the same situation, and worse .. It will make you happy. :)
    Same things. I'm online all day when not in school. Except for Saturdays when I'm with my dad, it's uberboring over there. Slow internet/pc, .. And mostly I amuse myself with his cats over there. I also wash his care inside and outside so that takes a while too. This is only for 2 days a month, so not a big deal. :) When I'm at home I'm always computing. Listening to music, gaming, surfing, .. :) Strangely enough, I'm barely bored. The day flies and the people on my MSN wonder what's wrong with me since I'm always online. ::p:
    Yes, it's a training. So I don't get paid, but I do gain experience and it's a step closer to my pretty worthless degree. ::p: Only diffirence is, I gotta do that this year and next year. So that's more then 2 weeks. :) Tuesday and Wednesday I gotta go. I like the people over there, but I do hate the calling, jezus !! And then my guide, who evaluates me, is always pushing me to pick up the phone more often ... He's strict .. and I'm nervous around him. He acts like he hates me, and doesn't do the effort to hide it. Sigh .. We'll see what happens in the future with that guy.:rolleyes:
    I'm sorry for you about your dad. ::(: I share the opinion about hard and dirty work, as long as nobody's watching my actions. But I noticed that I don't care what older people think. It's mostly with all the other ages. Lack of motivation and depression is cause #1 for my lazy behaviour. I mean, when I'm in a good mood, I'm not lazy, but most of the time, like now, don't even try to get me out of this chair. I got drinks and candy here. xD I think I got my situation thanks to my mum. She tells me sometimes she was just like me, that she didn't have friends in school etc etc .. We look pretty much the same, not only character but also body. I totally got my fat nose and cheeks etc from her. xD I actually don't got anything from my dad. I do like winter, when I'm inside, that is. :D
    Oh, I gotta go to bed soon, because I gotta get up early for going to 'work' in this icy weather by bike. Not work as in earning money, but earning points for school. ::p: I could go with the bus, but I'm scared cause of the loud people on it .. I'm used to them when I take the bus from school, but in the morning I can't stand them. I gotta get off early when it's crowded like hell .. Lol, you must really think you're talking to a nitwit. Also, I gotta call with customers on the phone ... Wish me good luck. ::(:
    I'm also a dreamer, lol. ::p: To be honest, I don't wanna know what I'm missing out on, I prefer being a retard at life, then knowing what I'm screwing up. And if people tell me it's my own fault because I'm always inside & lazy .. I can't blame them. I do am angry at them when they say something like that, but I know it's the truth .. That's the whole problem, it lies in our own hands, and I hate to say this but, maybe if we try a little harder & push ourselves, we could get a real life too. ::(: Point is .. it's so hard. ::(: Sigh .. I'm so tired of all this
    I don't know actually .. I don't know what life is except this. I'm not sure if it's fears what's holding me back, or that I'm just boring. I think I would go racing again. I forgot to tell you I did sports when I was young. I enjoyed it, but not when I was in public for races. I was lucky to always wear a helmet. I definitely had problems with humans back then, I just flashbacked to a race in Holland, north of Belgium, I was hiding all the time for a family which was befriended with my step dad. I still remember well that they asked what was wrong with me when I was inside all the time. Acting I was asleep ... I think I would do that again. Other then that, I don't have a clue, go out, .. all the 'normal' things. You ?
    My dad is everything except supportive, but a good person & dad though. I've never been diagnosed with anything, but my isolated lifestyle and fear for social interactions says enough I think. Also I 'think' I have a mild form of OCD & BDD. Also AvPD would be logic itself. You don't notice it, but I feel like an autist ..

    I don't know about you, but I'm really frustrated about society. We SHOULD go out, we SHOULD have gf's/bf's all the time. We SHOULD ..... All those obligations .. I don't know what to think about things, I'm confused.

    Well, I think I'm done here, If there's something you wanna know, just ask me. :)

    How about you ? :)
    Since then I never went to a friend. To make it short: Since then I'm isolated and cause of that depressed. Or otherwise, I'm not a docter. ::p: Friends don't understand me. They're telling me that I'm throwing away my life, commenting my 'life-style', .. My dad does the same. All those people are always telling me the same things, get off that computer, go out, .. I'm so sick of it ... It's true, I'm wasting my best years, I missed a lot of chanced etc etc .. But that's my problem, mind your own business, like people even care what I do in my free time .. I do got friends, and they do try to get me out of here, but I'm a mess, I can't. I tried before but .. sigh.
    PS. It's very hard for me to go in a shop alone. With friends (in noon we have to go outside) or parents I don't seem to have a problem with it. But alone ...
    I think I had it all my life, but it started to get worse when we had to move out. Until short after my parents divorced at the age of 6, I was a loner at school. I changed around the age of 10. So for about 4 years after their divorce. I could get along with people in class, but I was very shy. Can't remember me details though. I do know I always was alone, during breaks, noon, .. When I had to change from school it all seemed to get better. I hung out with friends during breaks and I could get along more with people in class. In the meanwhile my mother had a relationship with some one. It took her about 7 years to found out he's crazy. (I think I got some trauma's from that guy, maybe that is making the problem bigger.) And again we moved, this time way further. I was 13-14 when I had to go alone with the bus to school and back. I remember I was really scared of this, so I guess I had it all my life.
    Next post, only 1000 characters, lol.
    Hello twist3d,

    thank you nicely for frend request and welcome by SA. I hope will be helpful here for you. I wish nice day as much as is possible.
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