in my opinion cannabis is asking for trouble
ok ok, ill tell ya the story...
i was 14...happily on fridays me n my mates would puff...blah blah.
i was well outgoing, happy, and you could say spiritualy enlightened, i was 100% intune with myslef. something happened which really upset me, n i started smoking it more. 8 months later n about 300 joints and 600 bongs later (i gotta laugh...bong) i had literaly smoked it everyday, soon as i woke up, till i went to bed. it hought i would solve my depression, it deepened it so bad, i wouldnt talk, when spoken to, i would think of the answer, but never say it, it was like me replying in my head, then looking att he person like why didnt you hear me? i coud laugh, nothing what so ever was funny, all i could do was evaluate everything and everyone, and think about my problem. my friends couldnt handle me, i was a phychotic mess, they broke up with me, looking back it was the kindest thing to do, as i smoked with them. it took me 5 months to get me to laugh again after ythat, that was two years ago now, it took me a good year to get over it, and 6 months ago, i was diagnosed with AvPD. i was so introvert that i had had 101 issues with myself, the worse thing is loosing yourslef, to something you know you did to yourslef, that i have just forgiven myself for. think of your 'high' as a chemical reaction. if you go low, its a bad one, and should be a warning to anyone. to be honest id rather do amphetamin (which i knwo i egt on with) than cannabis, in my opinion, phychologicly its less harmfull (inless you doing it daily) n dont forget cannabis lingers in your systum for 28 days, so you could feel crappy about yourself for a hole month after, is it worth it for a cheap buzz?