tired_of_starting_again
Well-known member
Anyone ever feel alone & or different from everyone even here or somewhere else where you are amongst you "own kind?"
For instance, I feel different here. I feel like an outsider here, I feel that while I too have social anxiety mine is still utterly different from everyone else's. Maybe because I also believe I am partially schizoid as well, but on a schizoid forum I feel like the different one too. At my twelve-step meeting I feel that my only true utter similarity is our affliction, but the sames end there. I feel like it's me, then the rest of the world. Like I am the anomaly in an anomaly. I am so much so many of the people on online forums that I meet, yet I feel that you & they are still so utterly different.
If someone comments on one of my blog posts & says that they are exactly the same way & they understand, I'll nod & say yeah but inside I just know that there's got to be something that seperates us.
Like it's everyone else on this site, then me, you know, outside looking in.
I bet even if a carbon copy of me so similar that it'd may even be a doppleganger were to enter this forum or anywhere else I'd STILL feel as if I can only partially relate that copy.
For instance, I feel different here. I feel like an outsider here, I feel that while I too have social anxiety mine is still utterly different from everyone else's. Maybe because I also believe I am partially schizoid as well, but on a schizoid forum I feel like the different one too. At my twelve-step meeting I feel that my only true utter similarity is our affliction, but the sames end there. I feel like it's me, then the rest of the world. Like I am the anomaly in an anomaly. I am so much so many of the people on online forums that I meet, yet I feel that you & they are still so utterly different.
If someone comments on one of my blog posts & says that they are exactly the same way & they understand, I'll nod & say yeah but inside I just know that there's got to be something that seperates us.
Like it's everyone else on this site, then me, you know, outside looking in.
I bet even if a carbon copy of me so similar that it'd may even be a doppleganger were to enter this forum or anywhere else I'd STILL feel as if I can only partially relate that copy.