Does anyone else eat too damn much and not know how to stop? I know it's mostly boredom but I hate, hate, hate being beholden to something I can't stop thinking about. I mean, I'm obsessed. I shoot my sugar to the ceiling first thing in the morning just to be able to function and then I have to keep overloaded in case of the dreaded crash. I live in fear of caffine headaches. If I don't have a pain in my stomach from eating too much I'll have to start feeling real emotions, which is not on. My metabolism is still pretty solid, so I'm not fat yet but I know I won't be able to rely on that for the rest of my life. How do I take control when I have no control. If the great and powerful Oprah can't even do it, how is a mere weak and feeble mortal, such as moi, supposed to cope?
Actually I feel better now. Thanks for listening.
Actually I feel better now. Thanks for listening.