Ok, so I've been to this mental health group twice now. We all meet in a private area of woodland, with two mental health support workers who lead the group. We do all sorts of different jobs, and today one of the support workers was teaching us how to dry stone wall (building walls with natural stones and no cement).
But anyway to get to the point of the thread... I consider myself a hard worker. I would rather get down to work than stand around making idle conversation. But I think by doing this I detatch myself from the others a bit! Today I got the comment, "Slow down Tom, you're making the rest of us look bad!" It was a friendly, joking comment, but I feel people may actually feel a bit like that, in truth. I worry that they might not want me as part of their group (we divide into several groups doing different jobs) because maybe I make people feel bad. That probably comes across really big-headed, but I don't mean it like that... it's just that because of my SA I'd rather keep myself busy and work more or less non-stop! (Lunch break? Eek - conversation!)
So yeah, I'm really temped to hold back next time, just so that I fit in better. But that just aint me, I like to give things my all...
Anyone else find themselves having to "hold back" at all, to fit in with groups, or to be accepted?
But anyway to get to the point of the thread... I consider myself a hard worker. I would rather get down to work than stand around making idle conversation. But I think by doing this I detatch myself from the others a bit! Today I got the comment, "Slow down Tom, you're making the rest of us look bad!" It was a friendly, joking comment, but I feel people may actually feel a bit like that, in truth. I worry that they might not want me as part of their group (we divide into several groups doing different jobs) because maybe I make people feel bad. That probably comes across really big-headed, but I don't mean it like that... it's just that because of my SA I'd rather keep myself busy and work more or less non-stop! (Lunch break? Eek - conversation!)
So yeah, I'm really temped to hold back next time, just so that I fit in better. But that just aint me, I like to give things my all...
Anyone else find themselves having to "hold back" at all, to fit in with groups, or to be accepted?