Horatio
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When my SP gets really bad (lately every weekend) I find myself unable to leave my room due to fear of having to communicate with my flatmates who I dont know very well.
Every time I DO leave my room they just seem to look at me like Im some pathetic weirdo. I feel like screaming out "Geez just cause Im not a fucking confident socialite like you all are doesnt mean you have to stare"
Ive tried being polite with them but I always get short unfriendly answers.
The problem with not leaving my room is it gets difficult to eat. I just cant stand using the kitchen with a group of people standing around me looking at me. I have plenty of food in the freezer but cant cope with being in a kitchen around others to cook it. Have been without food for up to 4 days (Easter Weekend) because of this.
My only options are to wait until Im sure they are all in bed and cook one meal for myself late at night every night OR climb out my window and run down the road to the fish n chip shop OR stock up on snacks and simple foods in my room and never eat a proper meal
does anyone else have this problem?
I shouldve never left home damn it - was a mistake to try to live a normal life
Every time I DO leave my room they just seem to look at me like Im some pathetic weirdo. I feel like screaming out "Geez just cause Im not a fucking confident socialite like you all are doesnt mean you have to stare"
Ive tried being polite with them but I always get short unfriendly answers.
The problem with not leaving my room is it gets difficult to eat. I just cant stand using the kitchen with a group of people standing around me looking at me. I have plenty of food in the freezer but cant cope with being in a kitchen around others to cook it. Have been without food for up to 4 days (Easter Weekend) because of this.
My only options are to wait until Im sure they are all in bed and cook one meal for myself late at night every night OR climb out my window and run down the road to the fish n chip shop OR stock up on snacks and simple foods in my room and never eat a proper meal
does anyone else have this problem?
I shouldve never left home damn it - was a mistake to try to live a normal life