I don't think I've drunk beer before, maybe taken a sip or two before but I can't recall. As for wine, I have drunk those, but not frequently, only during family gathering, and never with other people before. Just recently, a colleague has asked me to join him and some friends to go clubbing, and seeing I want to change and improve my life, I did and went, and even before we hit the clubs, I was crazy with anxiety I had to leave. Anyway, we talked a bit, and I was so so humiliated because I talked about clubbing and drinking like a fool who hasen't been clubbing/drinking before. In actual fact, I've only been clubbing once in my life and have no clue how to even order a drink at the club! I lied to him of course that I used to go clubbing but later stopped, I don't think he believed it, probably saw through my lie. Anyway, the event had such a toil on me I lay in bed two days with a massive headahe thinking about how stupid I had behaved infront of my colleague and his friends, never again I told myself, but then, its not like he's going to invite me again to go clubbing with his friends, and really, I hope he doesn't, I don't think I could take the crazy stress of all that anxiety.