Does anyone else just not care?

[vj288]

Like nothing matters. No intensive to do anything, get better, look to the future. Indecisive out of indifference. Going through the motions. No real interests, no passions, no desire, only hope. Tired of life. Nobody.

 

[kihira]

On and off. I try to remember that when it is bad it will always eventually improve.

 

[BlueDays]

Yes, I know what you mean.::
It sounds like depression?
I used to be left wondering "What the heck is wrong with me"!? Until I eventually found out it was the depression and it's hold on me.
The Antidepressants helped me to a certain extent.

 

[slowmotiondaydream]

here here, when something happens it's a 'meh' response nowadays from me, lol i really dont care

 

[OneOh1]

I'm in the same state, I'm at a very pivotal point of my life too

 

[vj288]

Yes, I know what you mean.::
It sounds like depression?
I used to be left wondering "What the heck is wrong with me"!? Until I eventually found out it was the depression and it's hold on me.
The Antidepressants helped me to a certain extent.

Can you be depressed without feeling all that sad? I don't feel sad, I feel nothing.

 

[kihira]

Can you be depressed without feeling all that sad? I don't feel sad, I feel nothing.

I've been depressed wthout realising it, its only when I improve that I notice the contrast. This usually happens coming out of winter.

 

[BlueDays]

Can you be depressed without feeling all that sad? I don't feel sad, I feel nothing.

Well as far as my experience goes, I have been so depressed before where I've been so numb that I have not felt anything.

...but these extreme times do pass, either with meds or therapy. Remind yourself frequently that the extreme numb feelings do not last forever.

 

[Anomaly]

I can relate, but I've never approached my situation by wondering if there's anything wrong with me. There's a lot I can say on the matter but I doubt it is of much importance.

 

[vj288]

Well as far as my experience goes, I have been so depressed before where I've been so numb that I have not felt anything.

...but these extreme times do pass, either with meds or therapy. Remind yourself frequently that the extreme numb feelings do not last forever.

That's just it, either I'm exaggerating or I've been like this for at least 3 years. It doesn't come and go, it comes and stays. No meds or therapy in the past because I really didn't care.

 

[BlueDays]

That's just it, either I'm exaggerating or I've been like this for at least 3 years. It doesn't come and go, it comes and stays. No meds or therapy in the past because I really didn't care.

Something is making you feel this way.
I know it is really hard in that situation to even summon the desire to seek out a therapist. However, is it possible you for you to give therapy a try?

 

[dreamer78]

I think I've hit this stage as well... don't really feel like doing anything some days but I force myself to anyway. Therapists definitely help if you can find an understanding one.

 

[vj288]

Something is making you feel this way.
I know it is really hard in that situation to even summon the desire to seek out a therapist. However, is it possible you for you to give therapy a try?

Very recently I forced myself to start going but this topped off with my SA makes it seem like it will be impossible for him to help me because I don't tell him anything useful. There's more to it but I'm at a loss for words.

 

[lunaticbinge]

Apparently apathy doesn't automatically equal depression. I don't know of any medical condition pertaining to apathy though.