Yes, my parents can react very irritating, or frustrated when I have a difficult moment because of SA. It's really hard, while I need someone to listen to me :
: I'm moving out soon, but don't get me wrong, we will still do things together like quality time.
My parents are just overloaded by stress, because they've seen me fighting for 3 years, they feel ''my pain'' too. Because they react frustrated, I'm afraid their mad at me, but they are not. I keep on misunderstanding about this, but i've learned that parents love you more than anything in the world, and they suffer when you suffer. They want to see their kids having a good life and when it fails, they feel the pain. So I need to let go the worries about their frustration,
I should try from now on, to not show my weakness face to them.
It's a hard task for me, because I feel a lot of pain, but I know this is the best thing to do. But i can so much relate to this topic, but i just took a time thinking deeply about stuff, why could they react like that? Should I really make my world tumble down? I let this happen everytime when I'm in panic.
But if I should just not have those heavy thoughts, and feelings it would have been so much easier. But I know, there is a way.