For sure, until somewhere in my mid 20's.
Now, I just have trouble thinking anyone likes me..
but not that they have any actual problem with me..
I know its all in my head but its all just as real..
I can see the faces of my past, those who taunted and haunted me.. but they were young and full of their own hurts, so I forgive them, with no worries.. but they will always be there
There is no excuse for their cruelty, the never lasting days and nights filled with their laughter and their faces..
I just know that I am no longer with them, and that they can no longer touch me.. If they tried, I would laugh
I did not go to my 10 year reunion but maybe 20 I will..
They stole so much and left so little.. Its a big hard sun