do you feel loved?

[marciaX3]

my immediate family: my mom and i get along now, but she's done plenty of things to me that have basically destroyed many parts of my life (a list too long for this post!). my brothers are incredibly important to me, they mean more to me than even my bf! and then of course there's my bf who deep down i know he does love me but the second he gets annoyed w/ me or we argue, my "knowing" he loves me disappears til we make up. so his love is pretty conditional in my mind (unconditional in his mind).

my extended family: people i see occassionally on holidays and such who claim to at least care about me and my well being, but i've never been able to be myself around them in any way so in a way it's like they care about the fake me and not the real me. hence why i'm trying to avoid them all this holiday season.

friends: i only believe one friend truly cares about me.

 

[sleepysparrow]

My problem isn't being loved by others, I believe there are people who truly love me, I just can't find love for myself. My self-hatred makes me feel unworthy of the love of others. So therefore, I don't feel loved.

 

[siriusblack]

what the person above said sort of, but then that i don't believe there are people who truly love me... except maybe my parents...
so, parents aside
i don't feel anyone loves me
and even if they would i'd not acknowledge it because i feel unworthy of it

 

[lyricalliaisons]

I don't feel loved because I'm not loved. My mom must love me.. I've been taking care of her for years, but I don't feel it. She's the only person in my life.

I know my cats love me though, but it's just not the same.

 

[nephatitus]

i feel generally loved

and thats good enough for me