It seems all my life my mother insists that this is just some dumb behaviour pattern I have and that the reason I'm like this today is because I'm spoonfed everything.
So the other day we're coming back from a drive and I asked to stop off for some fast food. So anyway my mom hands me the money and obviously my reaction was "Mom I'm not going". So she starts quarreling with me and keeps telling me "I don't know when you will stop being afraid of people" which pisses me off everytime she says that.
So in the end she said to be 'You don't wanna help yourself, then fine let's go home" And I'm like 'Ok".
I quite frankly don't give a damn. I could have waited 30 minutes to reach to grab a sandwich or something. My mom thinks that if she forces me to go out there and socialize it'll help me. All it really does is give me panic attacks.
So the other day we're coming back from a drive and I asked to stop off for some fast food. So anyway my mom hands me the money and obviously my reaction was "Mom I'm not going". So she starts quarreling with me and keeps telling me "I don't know when you will stop being afraid of people" which pisses me off everytime she says that.
So in the end she said to be 'You don't wanna help yourself, then fine let's go home" And I'm like 'Ok".
I quite frankly don't give a damn. I could have waited 30 minutes to reach to grab a sandwich or something. My mom thinks that if she forces me to go out there and socialize it'll help me. All it really does is give me panic attacks.