Difficulty Expression Feelings and Emotions

[T T T]

For me, showing any sort of personality to anyone i'm not practically family with is impossible.

 

[tovoxy]

it used to be really hard for me to express emotion and feeling, but now i kinda learned how to do that, don't know how..

 

[Starchild]

I can only show all my emotions to people I trust 100%, and that isn't a lot of people.

It's kinda weird, though;
- 'Cause when I meet people for the very first time, for example if I'm at the grocery store and someone starts to small talk with me, I am able to smile and show happiness and sometimes even (vague) disappointment - if they seem like nice people, which most do.
- But when I get to know them better, I shut down. I rarely smile, I don't show happiness, and especially not sadness or disappointment! I probably seem like I'm an ice cold rock or something.
- But then, if I get to know them even better and I trust them 100%, that's when I can show my emotions and this wall finally breaks down.

I guess there are only a few people in the entire world that doesn't think I'm an ice cold stone.