im the same, i am 19, i am scared of what people think of me, i never go out, i have no friends, i eat shit food every night coz it comforts me, i neva had a girlfriend! i am so lonly man, wish i could just wake up and have the chance to live properley, like get up, go to work, talk laugh, come up have a nice tea, maybe a few cans of lager, then go to bed with my gf, and on the weekend spend my earning's on having fun. but i cannot do it, i dont have any confidence, i am fat uglly depressed and i cnt see if i will ever be 'normal'. what we gunna do? at least u have a job......i dont even socialize!! ahhhh help !