JonnyD
Well-known member
well the last two years were for me learning through trial and error, i in a point now that i wont avoid situations, and will charge head on to places i know will make me feel bad, will trigger anxiety. here are my 2 cents of what i've learned...
nothing is definitive, human beings are so diverse and our mid is so incredably complex we can only set up largely generalistic frameworks, that's why no one can give you advice and everyone does... although there are some advices that will fit many poeple, and they are good, in the end it is up to you you to put what you learn in your own perspective.
Dating... dating is nice, but that's it forget the social status quo, if you don't feel that you need a partner , you don't. Dating is about wanting human contact (if you just want sex , you're just horny...) , i've had two experiences with dating and that was so many to me, i liked the girls , but in the end that was not what i wanted to my life, after a while it felt like work, keeping in touch when i wanted to be alone, and that did hurt me because i no matter how much you think you feel in a diferent way.
Looking back i can say it was worth trying, the experience lift a good burden from me , just don't exageratte you feelings don't be clingy , but be sincere... playing the uncertainty game makes stuff worst. also: you can give some people some thrust, but be careful, you don't need to be a oister , but you also don't need to accept everything from everyone. that's not only for dating its for everything in life really, you don't need to burn your hand for everyone around you, but you can help them not getting burned too.
social skills: they are great, a good interesting talk can make you feel so good, but most of the time it will be fake interest and fake compliments, i like good morning and good night as much as everyone, but saying happy new year to every coworker in a 100 people company is just empty, saying congrats for the women day in a social network IS empty, just social work, social skills are useful but they are not the means for happiness.
to me acceptance is something that makes me very happy, i like my stuff, i'm a nerdy geeky sci fi fantasy philosophing scientific developer and i like it, if people want me to be a party hard chick chaser , they may just bite me...
nothing is definitive, human beings are so diverse and our mid is so incredably complex we can only set up largely generalistic frameworks, that's why no one can give you advice and everyone does... although there are some advices that will fit many poeple, and they are good, in the end it is up to you you to put what you learn in your own perspective.
Dating... dating is nice, but that's it forget the social status quo, if you don't feel that you need a partner , you don't. Dating is about wanting human contact (if you just want sex , you're just horny...) , i've had two experiences with dating and that was so many to me, i liked the girls , but in the end that was not what i wanted to my life, after a while it felt like work, keeping in touch when i wanted to be alone, and that did hurt me because i no matter how much you think you feel in a diferent way.
Looking back i can say it was worth trying, the experience lift a good burden from me , just don't exageratte you feelings don't be clingy , but be sincere... playing the uncertainty game makes stuff worst. also: you can give some people some thrust, but be careful, you don't need to be a oister , but you also don't need to accept everything from everyone. that's not only for dating its for everything in life really, you don't need to burn your hand for everyone around you, but you can help them not getting burned too.
social skills: they are great, a good interesting talk can make you feel so good, but most of the time it will be fake interest and fake compliments, i like good morning and good night as much as everyone, but saying happy new year to every coworker in a 100 people company is just empty, saying congrats for the women day in a social network IS empty, just social work, social skills are useful but they are not the means for happiness.
to me acceptance is something that makes me very happy, i like my stuff, i'm a nerdy geeky sci fi fantasy philosophing scientific developer and i like it, if people want me to be a party hard chick chaser , they may just bite me...