LycraPantiies92
Well-known member
1st..don't reply if you don't like me or are gona say somthin nasty.
I am trying to be decent about this all..
This is gonna sound paranoid in probably all parts..but here goes nothin..
Okay i have a crush on a guy i don't even know..and ..
well..tbh nothing can happen. and i'm sure he talks to me as an online friend, infact prolly doesn't even think of me as a friend. i do worry that i'm nothing at all to him (even though we do talk a fair bit)
It's just, he's honestly the only guy that's ever bothered with me before..even compared to real life. He must kinda maybe like me a bit to bother..just..he's in northern ireland, he's older (i'm not even saying) and he's probably gt a girlfriend or somthing lol!..
but i really do like him.
This has been a few months now i've felt like this but i have known the guy over a yr. Ive only just started to get a crush on him though ;s
It's probably no wonder i fancy him becuase i don't get any other attention (i really don't no lie) ..also a few years ago i had a crush on the counsellor i had through school ;/ he was always so nice to me, yet he didn't want to know/like/ love me ..know what i mean? he just wanted to help/talk to me. but i wanted more. This is how i feel about online guy.
That counsellor was the only thing i looked forward to in the week..it's like that with net guy. :: I'd sit up waiting for him to come online..i'd stop what i was doing to speak to him..i'd even cancel doing something if he was on even if he didn't speak to me anyways. One time he was on (well most times lol) i just sit and look at my screen and wait for him to talk and if he doesn't i get so sad D=.. this guy is nothing special i do know. he's just a normal guy, but the fact i am so lonely has made me get attatched. I've even dreamed about him and dreamed of kissing him..::
I really want to tell him..but if i do it could a] ruin our online friendship ..if we even have one or 2] he will just brush it off as a crush.. maybe it is just a crush but i honestly have never met anyone like him before..(is this how it's meant to feel with this crush )
Just how am i supposed to do this..
I've enjoyed knowing this guy so much it would make me stop coming online forever if he left me..;/
but if i don't say i'll never know what he really thinks of me..
argh what shouldd i do?
alternatively i could just slash my wrists and cry..or take that a step further.
::
xox
I am trying to be decent about this all..
This is gonna sound paranoid in probably all parts..but here goes nothin..
Okay i have a crush on a guy i don't even know..and ..
well..tbh nothing can happen. and i'm sure he talks to me as an online friend, infact prolly doesn't even think of me as a friend. i do worry that i'm nothing at all to him (even though we do talk a fair bit)
It's just, he's honestly the only guy that's ever bothered with me before..even compared to real life. He must kinda maybe like me a bit to bother..just..he's in northern ireland, he's older (i'm not even saying) and he's probably gt a girlfriend or somthing lol!..
but i really do like him.
This has been a few months now i've felt like this but i have known the guy over a yr. Ive only just started to get a crush on him though ;s
It's probably no wonder i fancy him becuase i don't get any other attention (i really don't no lie) ..also a few years ago i had a crush on the counsellor i had through school ;/ he was always so nice to me, yet he didn't want to know/like/ love me ..know what i mean? he just wanted to help/talk to me. but i wanted more. This is how i feel about online guy.
That counsellor was the only thing i looked forward to in the week..it's like that with net guy. :: I'd sit up waiting for him to come online..i'd stop what i was doing to speak to him..i'd even cancel doing something if he was on even if he didn't speak to me anyways. One time he was on (well most times lol) i just sit and look at my screen and wait for him to talk and if he doesn't i get so sad D=.. this guy is nothing special i do know. he's just a normal guy, but the fact i am so lonely has made me get attatched. I've even dreamed about him and dreamed of kissing him..::
I really want to tell him..but if i do it could a] ruin our online friendship ..if we even have one or 2] he will just brush it off as a crush.. maybe it is just a crush but i honestly have never met anyone like him before..(is this how it's meant to feel with this crush )
Just how am i supposed to do this..
I've enjoyed knowing this guy so much it would make me stop coming online forever if he left me..;/
but if i don't say i'll never know what he really thinks of me..
argh what shouldd i do?
alternatively i could just slash my wrists and cry..or take that a step further.
::
xox