no1
Banned
I dont know what to do.
This girl, I've known for 2 years or so.
She told me that I'd have to be friends with her first before we could go on to the next level.
I wanted to be friends with her but she never was interested, in even getting to know me, but I also knew that girl's wouldn't ever want to **** friends (except for the **** buddies right?).
I gave her compliments and she told me I'd have to be her bf to be able to give her compliments, and I was pretty honest with her too and trying not to sound disrespectful.
Well, she just now told me that she's had 2 ****buddies. A guy and a girl. For a while now. She also told me she doesn't do relationships. And she's been telling me she's been single all this time until now. She's also been tellin me she doesn't really **** outside of relationships, and that she's a 'serious girl' but she's just not looking for anything right now. Now she doesn't even do relationships. I'm fine with no relationships either cuz who has time nowadays? I mean sex by itself is fine as long as it's only 1 person and there's commitment (and I think that's still a relationship)... but all this time she was lying.
So here I thought, I needed to be her bf to give her compliments, but she has 2 ****friends that are not in a relationship with her, giving her much more than compliments.
So I was heartbroken. I sent her messages in her through voicemail about how she played me, and toyed with me. Lied to me, etc. Eventually the mailbox got full... and guess what. her voicemail box full message is something that sounds like her GRUNTING IN ORGASM.
At hearing this it made me cringe, as I listened to it over and over again to see if it was just her playing around, or her grunting in orgasm for real. It makes me feel like beating myself into a bloody pulp. It makes me feel like lashing out and knocking everything over in sight, and beating myself to a pulp.It makes my every cell feel like turning on themselves to die.
This girl, I've known for 2 years or so.
She told me that I'd have to be friends with her first before we could go on to the next level.
I wanted to be friends with her but she never was interested, in even getting to know me, but I also knew that girl's wouldn't ever want to **** friends (except for the **** buddies right?).
I gave her compliments and she told me I'd have to be her bf to be able to give her compliments, and I was pretty honest with her too and trying not to sound disrespectful.
Well, she just now told me that she's had 2 ****buddies. A guy and a girl. For a while now. She also told me she doesn't do relationships. And she's been telling me she's been single all this time until now. She's also been tellin me she doesn't really **** outside of relationships, and that she's a 'serious girl' but she's just not looking for anything right now. Now she doesn't even do relationships. I'm fine with no relationships either cuz who has time nowadays? I mean sex by itself is fine as long as it's only 1 person and there's commitment (and I think that's still a relationship)... but all this time she was lying.
So here I thought, I needed to be her bf to give her compliments, but she has 2 ****friends that are not in a relationship with her, giving her much more than compliments.
So I was heartbroken. I sent her messages in her through voicemail about how she played me, and toyed with me. Lied to me, etc. Eventually the mailbox got full... and guess what. her voicemail box full message is something that sounds like her GRUNTING IN ORGASM.
At hearing this it made me cringe, as I listened to it over and over again to see if it was just her playing around, or her grunting in orgasm for real. It makes me feel like beating myself into a bloody pulp. It makes me feel like lashing out and knocking everything over in sight, and beating myself to a pulp.It makes my every cell feel like turning on themselves to die.
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