college! (Oh No!)

[JamesAnderson20]

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[Krista]

I feel ya.

 

[SpLynx]

That was the biggest hell of my life.

 

[shore_of_glass]

passing alone throught the groups of friends...

lol

 

[dead24]

2 more years before college ends

 

[CPA23]

I went to college for a total of 6 years (including grad school) and nothing changed for me as far as my SA. My confidence grew a little, but ultimately I made no long-term friendships and attended no football games, basketball games, dances, etc. For some reason, I just did not want to be seen and I just didn't want to go to any of these functions b/c in my insecure mind I would see these things as chores and not as something that is supposed to be fun.

It's been a little over a year since I've finished college and things are slowly looking up. I found me a full-time job and my confidence is not as shaky as it used to be. However, I do have my days where I feel out-of-place and the insecurity begins to show its ugly head. I just have to keep on going and figure out things that I need to do to become a better person and overcome the obstacles that are in my life. It's a tough and very challenging road, but we have no choice but to keep on going.

 

[thor01]

So far the thing I'm doing, for me, has been just as lonely as not going at all, ultimately. I do sometimes wonder if it would be different had a I been with a better group of people for me, but that's down to luck.