First post. I signed up because my son is tortured by a condition I believe is OCD, and I'm seeking advice how to help him.
He's 9 years old. He's been exhibiting OCDish traits for many years, and it seems to get progressively worse. A few years ago it got bad with him worrying he'd done something bad at school. Each day he'd come home and confess what he'd done wrong, even extremely innocuous behavior. He sometimes will obsess about religious code of behavior, like he'll breathe in second hand smoke and obsess for days about whether or not he smoked a cigarette. It might seem funny to an outsider, but it's not.
He obsesses about whether or not he's getting enough calories and eating healthy food. He obsesses about his weight. For a while he weighed himself every day to see if he was gaining weight.
There's been other related issues over the years. The obsessive thoughts always seem to be related to if he feels he's good enough or doing enough.
The latest is basketball. His favorite sport is basketball, and he's very good at it. He has an older brother that's very good, and I coach it. He saw a piece on TV on his favorite basketball player and how he worked so hard from a young age to become a star. He decided he would do that. For the last four months he has practiced basketball literally every day, for hours and hours. His hands are chapped and calloused and sometimes bleeding.
Everyday he'll ask us if he practiced enough. If it's a rainy day or the family does something and he can't get his basketball in he'll be upset and ask if he's going to lose all his skill. He says when he goes to bed voices in his head tell him he sucks at basketball and he's not working hard enough and he'll never make the NBA. We've spent hours and hours and hours comforting him, building him up, telling him how good he is.
He went to a basketball camp sponsored by the high school coaches. He won the MVP award for his age group and came home beaming. Then he came to us at bedtime sobbing. He knew he didn't deserve the MVP and they gave it to him as a pity award and everyone knows he sucks. It broke my heart and we had an hour conversation, finally turning him around.
He started on a competitive team a month ago. He's absolutely tortured by it. He comes home bawling from almost every practice and game. He says he sucks. He says he'll never make his dream of the NBA. He hates basketball. He wants to quit. We tell him if he wants to quit, he can. But it's a love hate thing. If we act like we're serious that he should quit, he begs and begs to stay on the team. He's the best on his team, but he doesn't see it and goes on and on about how each player is better. For a long time I tried to comfort him by telling him he is good, he is the best player. Now I think I'm doing it wrong and I stopped telling him that. I just tell him he's a good boy and I love him, and basketball should be something we do for fun. But I don't know what to do.
His team just finished a tournament and it was absolutely horrible. He did temper tantrums during the game when things didn't go perfectly for him, pouted on the bench when his coach took him out, and bawled and bawled at home after the games, saying he'll never be good at basketball. I lost it with him and yelled at him and told him he was grounded from basketball. This is the second day of his grounding. He begs and begs for me to let him go out and shoot hoops in the driveway and cries all day at the thought of having to quit his team.
I don't really think quitting basketball is the answer for him. It seems like I'm punishing him for something that's not his fault. And I love to watch him play basketball and it's something we share together, but if it's in his best interests, I'll keep this up and not allow him to play.
I think we're going to get him into a counselor, but my experience with counselors is that they're very inconsistent and I'm not sure what to expect or whether any value will come from it. What should I do?
He's 9 years old. He's been exhibiting OCDish traits for many years, and it seems to get progressively worse. A few years ago it got bad with him worrying he'd done something bad at school. Each day he'd come home and confess what he'd done wrong, even extremely innocuous behavior. He sometimes will obsess about religious code of behavior, like he'll breathe in second hand smoke and obsess for days about whether or not he smoked a cigarette. It might seem funny to an outsider, but it's not.
He obsesses about whether or not he's getting enough calories and eating healthy food. He obsesses about his weight. For a while he weighed himself every day to see if he was gaining weight.
There's been other related issues over the years. The obsessive thoughts always seem to be related to if he feels he's good enough or doing enough.
The latest is basketball. His favorite sport is basketball, and he's very good at it. He has an older brother that's very good, and I coach it. He saw a piece on TV on his favorite basketball player and how he worked so hard from a young age to become a star. He decided he would do that. For the last four months he has practiced basketball literally every day, for hours and hours. His hands are chapped and calloused and sometimes bleeding.
Everyday he'll ask us if he practiced enough. If it's a rainy day or the family does something and he can't get his basketball in he'll be upset and ask if he's going to lose all his skill. He says when he goes to bed voices in his head tell him he sucks at basketball and he's not working hard enough and he'll never make the NBA. We've spent hours and hours and hours comforting him, building him up, telling him how good he is.
He went to a basketball camp sponsored by the high school coaches. He won the MVP award for his age group and came home beaming. Then he came to us at bedtime sobbing. He knew he didn't deserve the MVP and they gave it to him as a pity award and everyone knows he sucks. It broke my heart and we had an hour conversation, finally turning him around.
He started on a competitive team a month ago. He's absolutely tortured by it. He comes home bawling from almost every practice and game. He says he sucks. He says he'll never make his dream of the NBA. He hates basketball. He wants to quit. We tell him if he wants to quit, he can. But it's a love hate thing. If we act like we're serious that he should quit, he begs and begs to stay on the team. He's the best on his team, but he doesn't see it and goes on and on about how each player is better. For a long time I tried to comfort him by telling him he is good, he is the best player. Now I think I'm doing it wrong and I stopped telling him that. I just tell him he's a good boy and I love him, and basketball should be something we do for fun. But I don't know what to do.
His team just finished a tournament and it was absolutely horrible. He did temper tantrums during the game when things didn't go perfectly for him, pouted on the bench when his coach took him out, and bawled and bawled at home after the games, saying he'll never be good at basketball. I lost it with him and yelled at him and told him he was grounded from basketball. This is the second day of his grounding. He begs and begs for me to let him go out and shoot hoops in the driveway and cries all day at the thought of having to quit his team.
I don't really think quitting basketball is the answer for him. It seems like I'm punishing him for something that's not his fault. And I love to watch him play basketball and it's something we share together, but if it's in his best interests, I'll keep this up and not allow him to play.
I think we're going to get him into a counselor, but my experience with counselors is that they're very inconsistent and I'm not sure what to expect or whether any value will come from it. What should I do?