UnbreakableShell said:
Im actually worried about success. I can't imagine myself advancing in education (college, getting a job). What is this thing that is called that the government PAYS you to stay inside because you are afraid of the outside world or something, is there such thing ?
Is there a way I can get away with some kind of condition so I don't have to work ? Someone else will do shopping for me and I stay indoors all my life avoiding social contact except very few people ?
why you have to harm your self??? dont you know that there are people who are proffesions and can help you? harming your self will make things more bad... but seeking help will make you a new person... (i cant confirm that... but i'm waiting 4 days more for my first appointemnt with a psycologist)
and i know that you may be anxious in collage... (dont remind me my experience!!!) last year my first year at collage really sucked... but this year i'm seeking help from a psycologist and a i WILL do my best to make it better.
and i never called it a "life" when you stay all the day at home, you're just existing... not living.
don't you want to have a normal life? enjoying social events? meeting new people? achiving a good job?... if the answer is yes... there is help and is only a phone call away. and if the answer is no... than just go and fall down the cliffs with the hope that your existence will end there...
.. it's like you have a paper and you have to draw.. but you dont know how to draw.. there are 2 options... or seeking lessons or just stay staring of how beautiful can it be and do nothing about it.
START living! the magic wand is in your hand!