Recently, I finished going to school full time in preparation for college. Now that school is over, I'm at home full time, and I mean full time. I don't have a job yet, see, and I have a toddler. This all leads to me almost never leaving the house. This wouldn't be so bad, except that home for me is not just my son and I. I live with two other people that have a general disregard for my well-being, my happiness and the rules I am attempting to set out for my son. I can't afford to move, because I'm barely making ends meet due to the no job issue. Social assisstance has already denied my case, and I just feel properly screwed.
All this leads to a metric butt ton of nearly uncontrollable anger. It feels like it's just sitting below the surface waiting for the slightest reason to completely boil over. I don't want to yell at my son or anyone else. I've just been noticing that I've been ridiculously irritable and there is really no point anymore that I am not angry.
Because all of my time is basically spoken for, I really have no idea how to vent all of the rage I'm trying to hold away from the people I care about.
All this leads to a metric butt ton of nearly uncontrollable anger. It feels like it's just sitting below the surface waiting for the slightest reason to completely boil over. I don't want to yell at my son or anyone else. I've just been noticing that I've been ridiculously irritable and there is really no point anymore that I am not angry.
Because all of my time is basically spoken for, I really have no idea how to vent all of the rage I'm trying to hold away from the people I care about.
