nedkelly
Well-known member
Hi everyone.
Does anyone lese have this fear? I can rarely go outside because of it.
It is making me very sad. Even when i try to expose myself too the fear, i do not get any better for it. Where i live is quite un private.
When i am outside, i feel weak, very very stressed...and feel i act weird.
I avoid being home as much as possible. It is the only time i feel comfortable. But to keep this up is exhausting. I cannot even interact with my wife/daughter, because i worry people can see or hear me. And there's no doubt they can, with the way my house street is situated.
My neighbours have the confidence too do what they want. But i feel agitated around them, and probarly look annoyed at them. It's just that i feel so uncomfortable even inside the house as well.
I can interact, and not feel threatened in public, but people who live around me, i feel intimidated by. With my wife being shy, we rarely go outside as a family, and have been seen on very few occasions, which is also embarrassing. My body language is very poor outside.
I just don't know what to do?, i'm frustrated because i may be coming across as anti social/ maybe they think i am not friendly/weird/ or a snob?
I do notice the way they look at me, and they all speak to each other but me now. Some gave me oppurtunity's to fit in at times early on when we moved here, but now they avoid me..and that hurts.
ANyone else had this particular fear?
Thanks
Does anyone lese have this fear? I can rarely go outside because of it.
It is making me very sad. Even when i try to expose myself too the fear, i do not get any better for it. Where i live is quite un private.
When i am outside, i feel weak, very very stressed...and feel i act weird.
I avoid being home as much as possible. It is the only time i feel comfortable. But to keep this up is exhausting. I cannot even interact with my wife/daughter, because i worry people can see or hear me. And there's no doubt they can, with the way my house street is situated.
My neighbours have the confidence too do what they want. But i feel agitated around them, and probarly look annoyed at them. It's just that i feel so uncomfortable even inside the house as well.
I can interact, and not feel threatened in public, but people who live around me, i feel intimidated by. With my wife being shy, we rarely go outside as a family, and have been seen on very few occasions, which is also embarrassing. My body language is very poor outside.
I just don't know what to do?, i'm frustrated because i may be coming across as anti social/ maybe they think i am not friendly/weird/ or a snob?
I do notice the way they look at me, and they all speak to each other but me now. Some gave me oppurtunity's to fit in at times early on when we moved here, but now they avoid me..and that hurts.
ANyone else had this particular fear?
Thanks