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I don't do much these days but I feel as if I need a weeks vacation. Somewhere tropical and I can just sit on a beach during the day and maybe go on long walks at night and hit up a bar or something. I feel stress from simple things, for example I was putting up the Christmas tree the other day and I couldn't find all the stuff and some of the lights didn't work and I just wanted someone else to do it, but no one else in the family would do it the way I'd want it. So I some how got through it but I still haven't put all the boxes away. If something gives me the slightest problem I feel like giving up and I feel stressed about it. I just want to have 1 week some where far away so I don't have to worry about anything. I just want to get out of my house, out of the cold, I want to be able to go outside with out wearing a coat! -25*C is not doing anything for me!
Just to be able to get away from everyone in my life for just a week and not deal with anyone would make all the difference. No one to tell me what to do, where to go, what I should or need to do, no computer, I just want to break out of this routine I've developed. I know I could just pack up tomorrow if I needed to but I don't have the funds available. I'd probably feel lonely some of the time, but I think it would do me a great deal.
Just my thoughts.
Just to be able to get away from everyone in my life for just a week and not deal with anyone would make all the difference. No one to tell me what to do, where to go, what I should or need to do, no computer, I just want to break out of this routine I've developed. I know I could just pack up tomorrow if I needed to but I don't have the funds available. I'd probably feel lonely some of the time, but I think it would do me a great deal.
Just my thoughts.