You've got a way with words, VOKER. Do you write the beats, too? Or the beats behind the rhymes still in your head? Which comes first, the beat, the rhyme, or the idea?
I'm a guitarist and a sonwriter, too. My songs come out of jamming, mostly. It's one of the few things in this life of mine that actually makes me smile. I'm still too overly-critical of my own skills, but I still impress myself here and there.
In your opinion, do you think disorders are the price artists have to pay for their talent? I think there is only so much "stuff" that makes a person. If there is a deficiency or something is wrong somewhere in our makeup, there is extra of something else, or something is extra right somewhere else. I think we just need to find it. If that makes any sense.
Keep at it!