SilentAndShy
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It has been six months since I undertook more duties including being a line manager for a colleague, which I felt - with my anxiety - would be a positive challenge and to progress my career. However, despite my support in areas my colleague, who is 18, has been appreciated there have been times I've had to deliver bad news relating to office procedures and policies that have left me stumbling over my words, my heart beating exceptionally quicker than normal and flustered. The reason is whenever I've broached the subjects she's responded in animated way (she said on the first occasion that it was nothing personal to me but it still felt like she was venting her anger at me) that's brought about those aforementioned emotions and I don't know how to handle it better. This may lead to me being in a state (don't know if others with anxiety have experienced anything like that) that I forget things that were said despite making the odd notes. I find myself worrying on discussing issues she might not take kindly to.
I've been in my job for a while yet I feel my underlying anxiety is making me feel like a fraud.
I've been in my job for a while yet I feel my underlying anxiety is making me feel like a fraud.