Hey all. I just wanted to know if anybody can relate to this and how it can be overcome. Basically, I'm really scared of anything, ANYTHING, that could lead to me making a mistake. Some people like writing (poetry, fanfiction, original stories, the works) or, you know. Pole dancing. Whatever (I hear it's really fun, and it gives you killer muscles).
I just can't bring myself to do anything, even if it's just drawing by myself. I did draw a lot back then, and I did ballet, but now I'm just in a place where all I want to do is read a lot and watch TV a lot and listen to music a lot. Passively absorbing stuff isn't as fun, but neither is putting yourself out there and finding out you don't measure up to others, or even your own standards. I'm scared of being mediocre. I'm so scared that I don't think I even know what my real interests are, because I haven't tried enough stuff to figure it out.
Have you ever been like this? Been so scared that you couldn't experiment with hobbies, even without the social aspect?
I just can't bring myself to do anything, even if it's just drawing by myself. I did draw a lot back then, and I did ballet, but now I'm just in a place where all I want to do is read a lot and watch TV a lot and listen to music a lot. Passively absorbing stuff isn't as fun, but neither is putting yourself out there and finding out you don't measure up to others, or even your own standards. I'm scared of being mediocre. I'm so scared that I don't think I even know what my real interests are, because I haven't tried enough stuff to figure it out.
Have you ever been like this? Been so scared that you couldn't experiment with hobbies, even without the social aspect?
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