I wonder if this goes here?
The closer someone gets, the more mean I am. I'm very mean to some people that are closest to me, and I don't get why. I'm very protective of my belongings and hate doing favors but I actually do try...
Last night, I was very mad at someone and actually was mean to them and tried to justify it. But after venting to my older sister, I realized how silly I was being. I'm going to apologize to the person.
Becuase of my mistrust of and distance from (self created) people, I do my best to keep up a barrier.
It's hard to go back and apologize, but I know what I must do... I hate that I'm like this and I've used it so much that...
The closer someone gets, the more mean I am. I'm very mean to some people that are closest to me, and I don't get why. I'm very protective of my belongings and hate doing favors but I actually do try...
Last night, I was very mad at someone and actually was mean to them and tried to justify it. But after venting to my older sister, I realized how silly I was being. I'm going to apologize to the person.
Becuase of my mistrust of and distance from (self created) people, I do my best to keep up a barrier.
It's hard to go back and apologize, but I know what I must do... I hate that I'm like this and I've used it so much that...