Worthless1
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It seems that no matter what I do, I always feel sad, angry and empty. For example, I just earned all A grades in my first semester back at college after almost 30 years of being out of school. Whoop te doo. Doesn't mean a damned thing to me. I finally have someone in my life who is good to me and doesn't treat me like a doormat. I'm very grateful and I love him dearly, but it still doesn't take away my daily thoughts of suicide.
Sometimes I feel that I have been too damaged by traumatic events in my past to ever feel happy. I'm just tired of feeling awful.
Sometimes I feel that I have been too damaged by traumatic events in my past to ever feel happy. I'm just tired of feeling awful.