I am new to any forum, but desperate for help. I have been agoraphobic for many years but am able to go out if accompanied. There's a big problem with that though as I have alienated everyone who knows me because they have no understanding of my illnesses and act like they don't care. Over the years I have also developed a fear of using a phone and have had social-phobia for years also, so I feel totally alone. Because of all this, I cannot go to a doctor and a doctor WILL NOT come to me. I have other illnesses which I am positive that medication would help. I feel utterly helpless, worthless, desperate and most days I feel like I'm just waiting to die.