A Life of Solitude

PhantomPod

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Yep, I often think that. But the worst thing is the times where I actually get to feeling like I'd prefer that. Like whenever things go wrong, socially, I feel I do just want to live a life of solitude and not have to keep putting myself out there and failing miserably.

But I do hope that I am not doomed to a life of solitude. I must continue to fight to avoid it...
 

kuze

Well-known member
yea, it scares me, im exhausted now from the last 5 years of loneliness, i hate to think what 5 more will be like. The worst part is that I cant really see a definite way of things changing, I'm pretty sure by this time next year, I'll be just as lonely and miserable as I am now, I hate thinking about that.
 
Yeah I'm pretty positive I'm going to be alone for the rest of my life. I'm not going to completely let that ruin everything though, well at least I hope. I feel it would help even if I had atleast one friend, but I can't even make that.
 

Ericisme

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I think its half\half for me. I wanna...lets say, move to a smallish town in Alaska(lil fantasy of mine, beautiful in Alaska), but yet I don't wanna be alone, so lets say if it was actually possible to get a GF, that would be perfect. But reality is neither will happen, I hope I can move out before I turn 20, still got 2 years for that, getting away from this place would be pretty cool to tho.
 
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