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I had somewhat of a panic attack and was posting because i felt like crap..but it's okay now. Talk if you want. =]

So who's ever felt they will never be good enough for their dream career? I know i have.

Of people who don't care, and then just when you're about to get on with your life they start talking to you again and you can't move on from them?! GAHHHH I hate it. The only time when people actually WANT to talk to me is when i'm ignoring them because they are doing the same thing back. Okay...

Hmm...i'm feeling vibrant and happy. Let's make a list of the simple, happy things in life to forget the sad ones: - The days where innocence was valued, love or life wasn't complicated, and math homework consisted of 2+2. - The days where being yourself was all you knew. - Nature in all of its...

ONE. Europe trip. To Italy, next year. I have about two weeks to decide if i am going, and dude...i want to go so badly it's not even funny. But i'm hesitant...i would be on my own for like nine days, as none of my more casualistic friends would go with me. People would be sorted into twos, and...

I just told my friend that i've got SA. Of course, like i predicted, she didn't even say anything. However i don't know why i told her. Because now i am sure that she will let someone know somehow, and then the whole school will know. Ewww.

Hmm, where to start.. I'll just list some stuff you need to know. - I have never had a honest, caring person in my life that i know of. I have been "rejected" (if that is the word you want to use) by those who i thought cared, which lead me to either SA or AvPD? - I'm more anxious around guys...

I know that if i want to get anywhere in life, i have to get past my social anxiety. But that would require treatment. And treatment would require telling my parents. Which i don't really want to do. That would lead to too much crap that i don't want to talk about. There is not a specific...

What i have been looking for all my life was for someone to really care, but i've never gotten it. It was always either they didn't give a shit or they laughed in my face. I thought i had one friend, one among the many who cared enough to surpass everything i've felt, but that was another...

Never really been around them, so i am not used to them as much as girls. That just adds anxiety on its own. And then plus SA? It's a freaking nightmare.. I have had to lie and reject them because of this (not that i had many to do this to in the first place), and i feel bad, but at the same...

I'm fifteen, a girl, from Canada. What's up ? Want to add me, see my profile. =] I'm very very friendly, and will probably think you kick. And to kick is a good thing. <3