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    Stressed, Anxious and Miserable

    I started a new job which I like, but my anxiety is through the roof. Doing simple everyday things has become a nightmare. Yesterday I couldn’t even remember how to divide 99, or spell accommodation. I’m also having trouble recalling information and listening. It’s so embarrassing especially...
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    How do you go on?

    I’ve been telling myself that depression is a weakness, a state of mind, something I could overcome. I need help. I want tell people I know, but I’m in fear they will judge me. I want to seek resources at school but am afraid they will hunt me. I want to say I’m unhappy and I feel like I’m at...
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    I’m bored with life.

    I’m reevaluating my life again and I find that I’m really bored with it. It’s beginning to feel mundane. I’m finding things no longer keep my interest. I got a dog, but even the little guy can’t keep me happy or content these days. How do you get out the rut when you’ve reached the bottom...
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    I'm so in RAGED

    College makes me so tense that everything feels like a life or death situation. I finally made 3.0 status and I’m back failing again. I hate this so much that I have become in raged. I almost smashed my computer. I’m angry and right now so filled with so much hatred. I hate feeling like a...
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    Feeling such in a bad mood. Ranting

    I'm writing just to let of steam. I had a bad week. Stupid TA took points off my grade because we had different meaning of the word response. Then I did poorly on two exams. I despise exams. Right now I don't even want to be in college. I greatly detest this place. I want a job in the real world...
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    Have you ever felt you're ahead of time?

    For example with days sometimes I feel like it's Friday when in reality its Tuesday. Yet, for some reason I feel a whole week ahead. Has anyone experienced this?:question:
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    Do we not matter anymore?

    Not that I am bashing anyone with a serious disorder, but how come when we complain of emotional pain from anxiety and depression we’re not taken seriously. I hate it! They think we’re just complaining and looking for attention. Emotional pain really hurts. Then they wonder why we chose to...
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    Going back to counseling and feeling guilty about it?

    So I’ve been browsing the web looking for reasons people go to counseling. I’m depressed, but I won’t admit it and I don’t even consider it to be a legit problem to go to counseling for. I feel like I’m taking up space where someone with a real problem could be getting help. I need to go back...
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    I really want everything to end

    I feel unfit for this life. I’m basically failing life. I’m irritated just being in this useless damaged body.
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    Fighting my mind for control?

    I’ve wanted to see a psychiatrist again for some time now. Yesterday, I check my Chemistry test and I got an F and cried historically because that means I might finish the class with a C maybe. I want to get my GPA from beyond the 2.0 zone so I could get scholarships. My problem is having really...
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    Protruding suicidal thoughts, how do you overpower them?

    I’m having a really hard time blocking them out. Listening to music doesn’t seem to drown them out anymore. Also I can’t stop the feeling like there are bugs crawling on me.
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    Why can’t I express feelings?

    :crying:The people in my life get upset or annoyed when I say I’m not happy. They think my life is effortless, but it’s not. When I try and express that I’m depressed, I’m met with anger. They’re like what do you have to be depressed about and you’re pretty and young you’ll meet someone and get...
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    confused about life

    I recently ended counseling on a good note right before my finals and everything seemed to go well. Then I received my first final grade an F. I spent an entire week studying for that exam. It has been two days and I still can't get over it because now I have to take the class for a third time...
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