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    Panicking about being in a relationship.

    I mixed my Prozac with Vodka last night and I blacked out for a little over an hour...when I came around I was crying to my siblings about this girl I met a year ago on an LGBTQ website. Apparently I was telling them how much I love her and that I want to be with her...It's not that it's not...
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    Heterosexual fears

    So, I posted awhile back that I thought I was a lesbian. Well, I recently came out, gay and proud, to my family after a lot of self-reflection. The thing is, for the last two days I've been scared that I'm going to start liking men. I can pretty much confirm my sexuality because the thought of...
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    Think I might be a lesbian...

    Firstly, I didn't know where else to post this. Sorry if it's in the wrong section...or wrong site...but this is the only forum I belong to. ::o: Anyway. Starting when I was 13 I would look at my girl friends and wonder what it would be like to kiss them. I still liked boys, but I was becoming...
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    My worst OCD fears: harming my family physically and sexually.

    My OCD started when I was 10. I was afraid of being kidnapped and raped. When I was 12 I became afraid of being a pedophile. When I was 21 I started having sexual thoughts about my younger brother (who was 18 at the time). Whenever I would have a thought I would immediately get sick to my...
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    Fluoxetine has me worried.

    My doctor put me Fluoxetine (20mg) for anxiety and OCD. It sounded fine and dandy to me and I couldn't wait to start taking them. But then I read the possible side effects and now I'm terrified of taking them. I already suffer from anxiety; hostility; aggressiveness; intrusive thoughts; and...
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    Terrified of my test results.

    I had to get my blood drawn yesterday because I am having problems with my hormones. It has been five years since the last time I had sex. We always used a condom and it was always really brief (never longer than 20-30 seconds lol). But since it's been over I have been terrified of the...
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    I can't believe I'm panicking about this!!!

    I can't believe I'm panicking about this!! Help!?!? For the past few days I have been wondering why my siblings don't hang out with me. Of course I know it's because I don't hang out with them. They smoke together and I myself quit a few years ago. For some sick reason I have it in my head that...
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    My struggle with violent thoughts

    I've been suffering from Pure O for about four or five years now. Lately if I am awoken abruptly I will have a thought of killing my sister. I get scared but I also feel like I "have" to do it. I don't have these thoughts about anyone else (not as of late anyway, I have had them about my mom...
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    My dreams and avoiding situations because of them.

    I met this guy on World of Warcraft last October. We talk pretty much every day and I think I'm in love with him. The first few months we chatted I was very flirtatious with him. A couple months ago I had a dream that was being too affectionate with him. Sometimes we can go an hour or so...
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    My dad...

    is my bully. He makes fun of me for being overweight (though he, himself, is overweight). It started when I was twelve. he was constantly in my face with "you're fat" and "since you're fat no boy will ever like you". I would mention that I was upset and the first thing he'd tell me was to lose...
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    I'm on a Sick Cycle Carousel.

    Hi everyone. :wave: My name is Kalie, I'm 25, I live in California and I live with my parents. I enjoy playing World Of Warcraft. I am addicted to music (Rammstein being my most favourite band ever :D), chocolate and chewing gum. I have social anxieties (I am agoraphobic and the only friend I...
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