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Yay! Now my mistrust of my own family hasn't just been validated - it's feckin' justified! :mad: Let down yet again, but hey ho, I'm more than used to it. That's how's it's been most of my life. But ah cannae get pissed off or upset about it, though, cuz then it's me who's in the wrong. Despite...

Well, Schopenhauer is right - at least, speaking from my own experience.

🥺 My depression seems to be getting the better of me. Though, not having my own routine around the house like I used does'nae help. Everything's got to be dictated by my mother and siblings, and I'm not allowed to disagree or else I'm a selfish b@$%@#*. The only time ah seem to have any control...

How am I feeling? Annoyed and pretty pissed off. Very few things seem to be going right for me lately. :mad: :(

So, new COVID restrictions huv came intae affect here in Scotland for the next 6 months. Basically, ye cun go oot tae the pub, but yer not allowed to have family come and visit. Where's the buckin' sense in that? Having said that, though, I'm suddenly quite looking forward to Christmas. :LOL:

Oh, and here's the most recent riff I came up with... yet another post-rock, ambient, atmospheric, drone idea, which I quite like. It's definitely an intro for an ambient guitar instrumental, I just need to figure out what chords would go well it.

Dammit! I've got writer's block, and ah don't know how best to combat it. Learn more chords? More theory? I'm noticing that all my guitar riffs just seem to be parts of songs, but due to me never being taught or having the theory side of things explained to me, I don't know how to expand upon...

Pissed off... Mogwai huv just cancelled their 2021 UK tour. And my oldest sister and I had tickets booked to see them in Glasgow. Thanks a feckin' bunch, COVID! :mad: At this rate, I'll no be leaving ma hoose fur 2 years! Great!

What Fountain said... :LOL: Oh, a Simpsons fan forum thread discussing that particular quote by Groundskeeper Willie helped.

My oldest sister today just pointed out that the bald guy playing slide-guitar in this Lenny Kravitz cover is my first guitar tutor. First thing she says to me after hoovering my room: "Did ye recognise David?" Confused, I go: "Eh! Whit ye oan aboot?" She goes: "That invite ye accepted the...

:LOL: If so, cun ah huv my old custom title back, please? The "Hie yer hence from me heath!" Groundskeeper Willie quote :)

Like ah might as well just give up. I can't seem to do anything without being discouraged or undermined by my mother. Every time without fail. So why feckin' bother doing anything, really?

I know... it just they tend to put me on the spot when they ask what I think. Then they usually go off on one, telling me I'm wrong or mock me from having the perspective I do, etc. Which is why I tend to keep quiet at the dinner table during Christmas. Since I know I'll likely start an...

Not to mention, I'm dreading being forced into sitting at the dinner table again this year. I'd rather just eat it by myself in peace than sit at the table on edge. Being very careful in what I say because the last thing I want is to start another argument with my older sister. And given our...

Oh, I'm just worrying about money as per usual. Wondering how much I'll probably be spending again this year at Christmas. Plus, I've got my sisters and oldest niece's birthday presents to get before all that. As well as another phone bill to pay at the start of December.

Starting to stress about Christmas.

Things always seem to go wrong for me at a point where everything seems to be going well. :cry:

I feel like I should just give up. Give up on myself. Give up trying to make them - my family- understand how much of a struggle my life is. I mean, today, my mother straight up blamed me and said: my feeling out of place every time I sit at dinner table every Christmas with the family is my...

Damn! Why didn't I do that when my cousin just suddenly stopped talking to me outta the blue the day after my 16th birthday? It really would've spared me the years I spent tormenting myself over why he just cut me outta his life and blaming myself for it.

Could've been worse. Imagine if Lauren did an old school tribute to Axl Rose of Guns N' Roses and dived into the crowd to rip the phone outta yer hand. :LOL: Uncultured weirdo? That's a pretty harsh putdown of yourself, Phoenixx. While I get what you mean regarding the crowds, you are kinda...