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Pretty pissed off that, today, my oldest sister seems to acknowledge that everything going to shit for our family 4 years ago broke her and our mum. As if it didnae affect me at all. :mad: No, no, I was just the poor b@$%@×* who had to overhear and deal with the aftermath of argument after...

I hate feeling like this... 🥺 I hate that my relationship with my mother seems to going back to my childhood. Basically, her boss me around, burden me with her problems and her making me feel unwanted whenever I try to make an effort to spend time with her. And there was me thinking that we...

Currently just wishing my depression would just hurry up and make me do myself in. 😔🥺 Because I'm just fed up with how my family treats me. Every time I try and make an effort to interact with my mother, I left wondering: why did I even bother? Or if I'm just unlikeable and off putting that I'm...

Nae problem! Glad to hear my previous post made your day. :) (y)

I hope you're doing okay. It sucks not feeling well. But, it's best to rest as much as you can until you get better, even though you don't want to. You don't want things to get worse due to not getting enough rest.

I know. Though, I wouldn't take issue if ye were. I am "weird". So... :LOL:

No, your previous post didn't come across in that way, ie. "misunderstood genius". Possibly...? I used to think the same when it came to nature or nurture. But now I realise, thinking back to my upbringing, both probably played a part as far as most my issues go. From my struggles fitting in...

Yep! I can very much relate to that. Though I don't think I ever will, really. Sometimes I wonder if was I even meant to "fit in"?

This might just be me doubting myself, but I can't help feeling I should've signed up Repost Exchange sooner, y'know? Or am I just being a wee too harsh on myself for not doing that back in 2018?

Knackered! Totally burn oot. Nae energy. Mainly because I have to rely upon myself in order to get stuff done. By which I mean whenever I reluctantly agree to let a member of my family help me. Currently I'm trying to get my room tidied out, since the pandemic pretty halted progress on that last...

Pissed off. 😡 🤬 But hey, apparently, my well-being is a lesser priority. 😔 Who gives a fuck whether I'm happy or no? Or how I'm constantly made to feel like $h!* for even daring to do what I want. Is that common thing with families that don't get along well? :unsure:

Well, 2021 is off tae a great start here in Scotland... 😒 😔 Man dies following New Year's Day attack in Erskine

Thanks... I have told my mum I'm there when needed, as I have done for the past few years. And she acknowledges and appreciates this. I think it'd be worse for her had I moved out. I did spend some time with her for most of the day. And I'm going to try and do the same tomorrow. As for taking...

Not doing so great... my auntie (my mum's sister) passed away this morning. 😔 And I'm being expected by my oldest sister to ask our mum how she's feeling. There's only a slight problem with that: my mum never opens up to me about how she's feeling unless she's pissed off about something. So I...

Why can't my family just being like any other and just get along? 😔 🥺 Instead of this play pretend pish! 😡🤬 Or starting $h!#£ on fuckin' Facebook... ain't social media great?! Thanks Mark! Cheers Jack! You guys huv truly made humanity better. Ah hate feeling this way. Hate how we never seem to...

Depressed. I was going to say again, but that seems to be my natural state when I'm not being creative. 😔 But hey, just got to get on with it somehow. Despite family life going to crap around me. My mother slowly wasting away and turning into a shell of the funny, happy person I used to know...

Just because someone doesn't "...look like" they struggle with anxiety, that doesn't mean they don't.

Wonderful? Don't know if I'd describe mine as that. Though, there wasn't massive argument involving my older sisters, or row started because I didn't stick around after the dinner. Something the middle child uses to repeatly question; not realising, she's the reason for it. So, that's a plus...

Well, that was a waste o' time. As Christmas has been for me the past 15 or so years. Sorry to be such a downer folks, but when yer forced to be around family that you barely get along with, this time of year isn't all that great.